My friends

where are you?

EXCUSE ME WTH U GUYZ

WTF YOU GUIZE

HOW THE HECK

DID YOU COME UP

WITH THE STUPID

BUTT 

IDEA

THAT I'M NOT

LEAVING

AMERICA

WOW

WOW

WOOAHWOW

OMG NO

I'm coming back okay guys

J, I heard this rumor came from you

Vee I heard you had part in this?

hahahahahahahAahHAHAHAHAHAHA

omg wow

that's a nice surprise in the morning

\\edit\\
okay so, this post is quite self explanitory, but really, I would like to know what happened, and how it came to be.
Please explain in an email or such my friends?

HOBBIT OHYES

I'm too sexy for my shirt~

because I'm a freaking party elf got that

Dwalin at your service!

Okay so I know this is completely random.

But me and Potato were skyping

and we gave everyone a hobbit character.

enjoy!

Potato is Bilbo.

Vee is Fili

Kiki is Kili

Me and my friend Lea share Thranduil and Gandalf

an unnamed is Thorin.

Ms. Banks is Elrond

Ms. K is Radagast

I had way too much fun setting this up.

Kili's stare

omg

why

kili

kili pls

stahp

kili stahp

mhmhmhmhmhmhmmmmm

Cranberry

Tips for feeling settled in (Cranberry Style)

Good day to you my little atomi.

So how are you all?

I'm doing well, thank you.

So first of all, I'd like to thank the blogger DaftYoungen for the lovely little comment on my post Futures and updates!                        That totally made my day. ; u ; 

take note all of you other people who are my friends and comment!

or send me an email.

either way just freaking tell me you're alive.

So back to the main subject at hand.

okay, so I know I should have done it sooner, as I only have a month left here, but I feel that I should be giving some tips or such to others who are going though the same thing I'm going through (or just want them for every day life. whatever.) So here they are! It's not much but it'll do.

Tips for feeling at home

•Add your own little touch to your domain

Feel like it's just not the same as your own room? Well you're right. It's not. It totally isn't. seriously.

Add a poster or stuffie here and there! feel free to plant some flowers and put them near a window.

be creative!

•feeling hungry?

I am. I probably should have lunch right now.

Keep some nice smelling tea or something to suck on. (hard candy or such works miracles for thirst)

•man am I bored

I love books. They are basically one of my hobbies.

Keep a collection of books or magazines to read whenever, or to bring with you on a road trip. 

I enjoy collecting them, so I've created quite a hoard of them..... 

(don't worry mom, only the ones on the bottom shelf are mine.)

•I need some huggle therapy!

I always need huggle therapy.

I love my little fluffies and bring them with me wherever I go! 

also because Alaska is cold and I need them for warmth.

But they are always good for a hug if you're feeling down. You never know when you are able to get hugs in a foreign country!

•organize yourself!

Or else it'll look like Hulk came to visit you.

A really good method for organization is a cork board. They are easy to get, fun to decorate, and are great for pinning stuff on! I should get one of these for my room back in Germany actually.

I know it's not much, but at least you got a little peek into my life and how it's going.

maybe these tips will even help you a bit!

My fwends, where are u? D:

Cranberry

I'm Tired

I'm just so tired

because of homework, because of stress, because of feelings, because of my host family

because of people, because of jobs, because of awareness, because of pain

because of you, because of me

because of us

Leave me alone

Futures and updates (Spring Break Part 02)

And there goes my morning

Good to see you my underlings

okay! on with the Spring Break adventure!

So we get back to Seattle on Monday, after saying good bye to Portland. Of course, it was raining. Seriously. What did I expect. My dad drops off the Xbox with all the games and I have to start playing some Mass Effect and Halo right away.
The week just went on like that with me spending time with my dad, and aunt, either chilling or walking around Seattle. That is until Friday. (aka best day of my life so far)

So on Friday, my aunt took me to her work, where I met some awesome people, (like, what did I expect?) and had a great time. ^^ It was nice meeting all of you~
Because she used to work at microsoft before leading on to her current career, my aunt has many connections in the tech and video game industry. She was able to get us into Nintendo America's HQ, with a friend as a tour guide. (thank you so much for the wonderful time!) It was an incredibly inspiring experience. It just made my day being able to just be on campus!

After that, we went to Digipen, a video game development university among other things, to meet up with another one of her friends who is a professor there. (it was amazing Rachel!) I am so blessed to be able to experience this. I was so over whelmed. I got an amazing tour, met some uber cool students, saw the classrooms, etc. etc. etc.
At the end, which I still cannot believe even happened, that the president of the school, and former president of Nintendo America passed by and I was able to talk to him. He checked out my sketch book, and just made me so....... over whelmed. I had a hard time even getting a couple of sentences out...... That was the best day ever so far. Just.... wow. Thank you auntie for setting me up with this once again.

And then of course there is the day to day life where thing happen with my feelings.......

But you don't need to know that, do you.  

Now for a feel gif. spam.

Cranberry out!

<3

What Is Happening

:Not Just Yet:

:I need more time:

:Something I seem just not to have:

:Why are these feelings still here?:

:So why do you continue to lead me on?:

:Just tell me:

:I'm just waiting it out:

:And it's all your fault:

:Why aren't you there when I need you?:

:I wish I could:

:But I can't seem to:

:So maybe I'll give up:

:When you do:

:So I'll keep on waiting:

~Cranberry~