Homestuck [The Kids]

So I Re-entered The Homestuck Fandom

And Here Are A Variety Of Gifs

That I Collected

That I Love

[The Kids]

•Cranberry•

On Coming Back

So I've been back for about two or so weeks.

It's weird.

Like nothing ever changed.

My classmates barely notice my presence... as usual.

They all act the exact same as before I left................

I feel like a painting in a museum ... when you arrive, you're interesting, but people quickly bore.

Eventually, you're just a painting on another wall of a gallery. People may stop once in a while to look, but more or less, you're just old news to them.

Some people did change though.

just not in the way I expected.

not personality wise.

Most classmates grew out their hair, or perhaps have a deeper voice.

Many students who were to my shoulders when I left, are taller than me.

They may not be different, but I feel as though I have changed.

I feel as though I am more independent, more assertive, possibly more brave.

though I doubt I am

Really, all I want are people who are at least a bit interested in me and what I am.

My friends are, sure, but there isn't anyone I can really VENT to. My best outlet is this blog....

I don't have anyone to hold me when I cry

I don't have anyone who understands the experiences I've been through.

I just feel so alone. I haven't felt this alone in a long time....

Why can't I just get over all this and move on?

Why do these thoughts keep on muddling with my brain?

I just want to move on. 

•Cranberry•

Just Leave Me Alone

Why won't you just leave me alone?

Why won't you just disappear.

Stop messing up my head

Why can't I just get rid of all of this?

it would be so much easier

without it

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