Friday, June 14, 2013

What have I been up to?


So yes I believe I am going to cosplay Lucina.

8/6/13

On the road to Homer right now, so this could get a little bit bumpy. Woke up early this morning to get all the bags into the car, and drove off. (takes 4 hours.) To sum up my week, or since school was out, I've been chilling working on my internship at Title Wave bookstore, and watching movies. So far, I saw Jack the Giant Slayer, Epic, and re-watched the Wrath of Kahn. 
Holy Crap.
There's a moose crossing the road right in front of us at the moment. Looks to be young. 1-2 years I'd say? Well, anyways. I'm still looking forward to seeing Star Trek : into darkness and the Great Gatsby as well. 
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At the time I'm writing this on the blog, I've already seen into Darkness, and hopefully seeing GG today.

While looking around, I noticed that the geography of Alaska is actually quite similar to that of Germany. Mountains, valleys, and flat stretches, but instead of farms and churches, there's a lot more wildlife. (bears, foxes, moose, lynx, eagles... etc.) Marshes, no farms, lakes, tons of rivers, and birch trees. There are a lot of tiny trees that are actually super old, so there's just plains of these adorable mini forests. We see plenty of decomposing trees, (thanks to the birch beetle.  :T) and all I can think of is about Epic, and the forces of decay. (It just looks so similar!) 
We just passed by another moose, and are now officially in Homer!


9/6/13

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I don't actually have a journal entry for this day, but I can tell you aprox what happened.

So, today we woke up, and were greeted with the delicious meal of "A Rosy Outlook B&B", nut encrusted french toast. (and tea. obviously.) Staying with family friends who owned the B&B, who were extremely wonderful. We got into the car, and drove a little ways down the hillside, and suddenly we have stop because there's a momma moose in our path. We watch it for a while, and then we see two babies (twins!) on the side. Filming for a bit, and then they leave, and we hurry down to the spit.
Arriving at the beach, we seek out some wildlife in tide pools, but we didn't really find all that much....
We get on to the boat with some other tourists, and drive out. on the way to the cove, we spot a couple of sea otters, tons of kittywakes (a cousin of the sea gull.), a few penguin cousins (I can't remember the correct name), a couple puffins, bald eagles..... yeah. No whales though. pity. 
We get to Halibut Cove, and eat lunch on a bench. Afterwards, we go to a bluff over looking the ocean, and film a bit. I spot two eagles, and a bit after, mom spots a baby. (a family!) We sat there a while, watching the youngster fly. Later, we walk a bit, and then get back on the boat.
In the evening, we sit down for pizza next to the beach, and spot a harbor seal far out. (and a little pod of sea otters.) conclusion? Homer is FULL of wildlife!


• Cranberry •

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Past Thoughts


5/3/13

This is such a different world. The halls are bustling with a diversity of teenagers of all the colors of the rainbow. Like the flowing of a river, if you get stuck on the wrong side of the current, you can't even move. The best way to describe it with is that it's a river. Go with the flow. The community is the same net as any other place. Small cliques line the halls, some base themselves in classrooms, some in the commons..... I usually place myself in Mrs. S's room, or in Mrs. T's. Sometimes the Anime Guild, but my last resort is Mrs. M's English room. These all seem to be the quietest. (except for the Anime Guild) I'm slowly getting a hold of the math subjects thanks to Mr. G and tutoring. Of course I miss art, but I always create art, art class or not. 


5/17/13

So it's finally the last day of the week. This is the last friday of the EHS year ....... everything has gone by so fast. I still can't believe that I've been living in Alaska, without my mom or usual resources for 6 months. I adapt easily, and sometimes that's a bad thing. Spring hasn't even started and it snowed the other day. It's raining right now, which is better than snow, but still......
I've made so many friends! I can't believe I'm just leaving them behind like this! Ron, Janessa, Falcy, Charles ..... and all my other amazing classmates and buddies. They'll probably forget about me when I leave. It's going to be so weird to go back. All my friends and classmates probably won't care much. Not at all in fact.... I wish they would though. No time has passed for them, and I will just blend right in once again as I always have in a crowd. I don't even think any of them ever read this, or stumble upon this blog. Kind of sad, really. Every step I take is a new stepping stone layed down by my own hands. Each day I grow stronger and smarter, gathering intel about the world. My future is a mirror: the farther you look, the more you discover and the clearer it gets.


5/23/13

Today is my last day at EHS. Today, is my last final, Biology, and the day that the Anime Guild ends. Today, my mom is going to be there when I get home, and the last time I'll ever ride a school bus. My adventure is slowly coming to an end, and I feel as if my life is getting murky again. Going back to the same old place in Germany, having the same people who hate me, and the same who don't even care. Sure, I'll be different but who can guarantee they won't? The sun is shining outside, giving off that beautiful Alaskan sunrise glow to everything. I'll miss this style of teaching and my teachers who are so relaxed and loose. (I won't miss the homework though.) I'll have gym and french and spanish to catch up on when I'm back. Basically the rest of the school year will be reviewing what the did in each class. Ugh, I guess this is the price of an exchange though. But some things I can't catch up on. For instance the time I've lost with my friends. That won't ever come back to me.



By ending this episode, a new one begins.

Cranberry


Saturday, May 18, 2013

Day by Day













<3
I wanna snuggle both~


I'll miss you
When I'm gone

Friday, May 3, 2013

A Peek into my Thoughts


What if when I go back, people won't be the same?
I don't know wether I've changed or not. All I know is that I have learned and seen some perspectives of others. I'm leaving behind a totally different world here. 


I don't belong anywhere
Simply a wandering nomad who's only company are my own thoughts and imagination. I can adapt, that's for sure. But now I haven't heard from where I once belonged, and now no longer belong where I once did.


Now, I appreciate a rainy day, and the sun when it comes out.

I get a warm smile given to me by people or classmates I barely know.

A simple compliment, "Your eyes are really pretty." makes my day.

I regularly have people greet me once or twice in the halls or more in a day.

Someone approaches me in class just to talk because "I looked lonely."

Commenting that my drawings are, "Gorgeous. I don't actually use that word a lot."

Getting a random hug makes me unbelievably happy.

I've never had this.


Now that I suddenly belong

I drop everything again

and return

to another habitat that has grown and flowered in my absence.

Will I look forward to returning? yes. Because my future is bright and clear. Will I miss and regret leaving my carefully built community and hard work behind? yes. Does that mean I have to choose either one or the other? no. 


I don't choose, I simply spread about my connections.

So far, at the young age of 15, I have grown a forest or bonds that covers the globe
And am constantly planting seeds where ever I go.

As long as I have seeds to plant, my forest will continue to grow and flower

With a brilliance I have yet to see.



• Cranberry •

Sunday, April 21, 2013

EXCUSE ME WTH U GUYZ

WTF YOU GUIZE

HOW THE HECK
DID YOU COME UP
WITH THE STUPID
BUTT 
IDEA
THAT I'M NOT
LEAVING
AMERICA

WOW
WOW

WOOAHWOW

OMG NO

I'm coming back okay guys


J, I heard this rumor came from you
Vee I heard you had part in this?
hahahahahahahAahHAHAHAHAHAHA
omg wow
that's a nice surprise in the morning

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okay so, this post is quite self explanitory, but really, I would like to know what happened, and how it came to be.
Please explain in an email or such my friends?

Saturday, April 20, 2013

HOBBIT OHYES


I'm too sexy for my shirt~
because I'm a freaking party elf got that

Dwalin at your service!

Okay so I know this is completely random.
But me and Potato were skyping
and we gave everyone a hobbit character.
enjoy!

Potato is Bilbo.


Vee is Fili


Kiki is Kili


Me and my friend Lea share Thranduil and Gandalf



an unnamed is Thorin.


Ms. Banks is Elrond


Ms. K is Radagast


I had way too much fun setting this up.









Kili's stare
omg
why
kili
kili pls
stahp
kili stahp

mhmhmhmhmhmhmmmmm

Cranberry